These are a few of my favourite things...

I am so sorry if this blog post doesn't make any sense because I slept for less than 4 hours and I have been awake since 2:30am and now it is 5:34 am. I am ridiculously tired but I didn't want to disappoint.
Today I just thought I would let you know what I am loving at the moment. As it is near the end of the month and quite a few people are doing monthly favourites but I thought instead of minimising my choice of just a month's favourite I would do just a what I am loving. This is in no particular order so number 1 might not be more of a favourite than number 10, for example.

1. Amuse Baby Wooly Sheep Giant Plush- Snowball White: I absolutely love this so much because it is really fluffy and soft and is just like hugging a cloud. Also it is SO cute and it is the nicest thing to cuddle up with when watching a film in Winter.  
2. Poteusa Loppy Bunny Field Giant Plush- Milk Tea Ear Groom: I love this as much as Wooly (the sheep plush). Except this one is much nicer in Summer because it is a very cooling fluff as in when you hug it, it is kinda cold. So I love Loppy during hot days and is very CUTE.
3. Zoella Lets Spritz Body Mist: I use this product every single because I love this scent a lot and it seems to last all day. Also it does seem like it drips at first but then it dries immediately. I really like the quality of both the actual product and the bottle it comes in.
4. Pretty Little Liars: My mum and I am literally obsessed!! We just finished season 6 and we have been catching up on all the seasons as we bought the boxset on DVD. Although, at the moment we don't have season 7 but I think my mum will hopefully sign up to Netflix so I can watch it! EEK
5. Disney Tsum Tsum's: I have loved these for ages but extremely at the moment because they are just so adorable, soft and mini. Of course, they are Disney which DEFINITELELY adds extra cuteness.
6. Ruby Ruth Dolls: I love this kinda small business because of the fact that they use recycled fabrics and have cute names and characteristics. Mine is called Enid and her characteristic: A Bit Of A Heartbreaker.
7. Bourjois' Little Round Pot Nude Edition Eyeshadow- Generose 02: I use this kinda pink toned glittery crème powder type thing. Yes it is supposed to be used for eyeshadow but for my skin tone it makes a perfect Highlight, I am literally obsessed because it looks sooo beautiful.  
8. Textiles/ Sewing: Well I just love to make and sew items of clothing and random homewares.
9. Disney Movies and Songs: I have recently started watching films that I either cannot remember or have never seen which are Disney. And when I am doing work or anything I am listening to Disney song playlists and trying to learn the words so I can sing-a-long at the top of my voice much to my families sadness.
10. Maybelline Palette The Nudes: I absolutely love this palette and at the moment I am loving experimenting with all the different shades and I mean I don't have the most expensive and brilliant eyeshadow brushes which blend really well but I try with what I have. Yesterday I messed a round with a few really pretty shades and found a really nice way of doing my eyeshadow so I will definitely wear that more often.
11. Nail Polish: I really like Painting my nails but I am quite a hands on person, which means it looks really nice for about 2 hours and then I give up on it because it chips and looks really messy so I just feel the need to clean it all off.
12. Noodlerella, Zoella and The Sacconejoly's: I just am really enjoying there videos at the moment.
13. Getting into bed at night: So I am actually getting excited in the evening to get comfy under my duvet and just be in my bed.
14. Online Shopping: Sadly, I don't have a never ending amount of money so I do have to pick and choose carefully even though I do screen shot them and try to tell myself negative things about it.
15. Getting rid of useless junk from my bedroom: I literally love this because when I have finished clearing out I feel very fresh and like I am gonna make somebody happy because it will be something someone can have  a love and enjoy more then I would/ will.

My Strange Anxiety

hello,
a few nights ago i went to bed like normal but woke up at 1:00 am. I woke up with a sudden panic that someone who wanted to kill me was outside my bedroom door. Weirdly, when i went to sleep my door was properly closed and then when i woke at 1 am the door was slightly open. So, literally shaking i made my way across my bedroom and closed my door careful not to make a sound or look out my door. For about 20 minutes i was having a minor panic attack. I had never had anything like this before so that didn't help if anything that made me even more panicky. I shouted (what i thought was loudly) for my mum and she didn't reply. This made me terrified that my mum was dead and had been killed. So my plan B was to phone the home phone so it would ring out. And if my mum answered it she was alive and would come and help me calm down and if she didn't answer she would be dead and I would probably pluck up the courage and go into her bedroom. Luckily for me, she answered the phone and I basically told her to come into my bedroom. When she came in she said to me if i wanted to come and sleep in her bed tonight because my dad was away for the night. Sadly, for me my mum likes to sleep with her door open so if someone did come they could enter silently. So i have this theory that no-one would break in to kill after 4:00am. So at 4:00am I decided to go to sleep and as I had school i had to wake up at 6 am. :(
So: if you have anything like this please comment below and we can try to help each other out.
I hope if you have any anxiety that you find a way to deal as long as it is safe.
byee   

take time foy you...

Hey x
Sorry I haven't posted in a long time it is just that I have been very busy during my weekends.
Today's post is about making time for your self.
It is very easy for anyone to concentrate on other people all the time and trying to make everything perfect for them including sorting plans out for them but sometimes you need to not be so involved in their lives and think about you. Maybe treat yourself to something or watch something that makes you feel happy and in a good mood. It is very easy to get dragged down by other people's responsibilities when you are "looking" after them.
So please, take as much time as you want to just relax and make yourself happy and sort yourselves out. On the other hand, don't be do involved in yourself because then people start to get annoyed with you because your not either listening to them or caring about them.
I learnt this in the summer holidays with my family because if I had tried this at school I would have been in so many arguments. I did get into arguments with my family but I would rather argue with them because they always forgive me, in the end.
So I hope you take this in to account and I will get back into the correct timing and be posting weekly again.
sorry for being late.
byee xx